Wreckless love

Let's go back in time when our kiss was brand new. An adventure not perfected, a little hesitant, let's go back there, let's take it there. Take it back in time when forever was a minute and eternity was a second. I'm stressing that we gotta go back there, let's take it there. When you didn't know me, didn't need me, wanted to touch me, couldn't leave me. I couldn't know how far this would go, I couldn't know if this was for sure. We just could not get enough of it baby, let's go have that wreckless love, that crazy love, that off the wall, won't stop till I get enough kind of love. I need that love. So baby let's go, have that wreckless love, that crazy love, that I don't really care we can have it anywhere kind of love. That wreckless love

6 Apr 2010

It's like I'm always second best.

Happy New Year folks!
2010 is going to be great. New year, new beginning.

Also, Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all! I keep telling myself that I'd update this thing more often, but that never seems to fall through.

I can't believe I'm back to bloody ol' school on monday. My break didn't even feel like, well...a break. I worked most of the days, and if I wasn't working, then I'd be busy doing whatever, whenever. Sigh. Nevertheless, I did have a great Christmas. Spent Christmas eve with my family, at my Aunts amazing house. Food was delicious and it was great to have everyone together. Unfortunately my parents were absent since they were still in Toronto, couldn't get off work till the 27th, which is when they arrived. It was cute watching my boyfriend get sucked into singing kareoke though. Ha.

Christmas day was spent very nicely as well. Spent the morning/afternoon with my boyfriends mom and the evening with his dad. We even handed out presents to the homeless. Wrapped up gloves, scarves, hats, sweaters... It was just so nice seeing those people receive gifts on Christmas. The smiles on their faces made me feel so happy and warm.

I'm sosososo thankful for my gifts! In love with everything I had been given. Thanks ian for the Tiffany earrings I've wanted since, like, forever. And thanks mom for that Marc by Marc Jacobs purse that I've also wanted, for, like, ever! (That was on purpose). I think those were my top two gifts, and everything else I got were amazing too! New camera, gift certificates, bath robe, fashion books, etc... I'm just so thankful to be so fortunate to have received these gifts.

I'm so dreadddding going back to school it's not even funny. Hopefully this new year will lighten things up for me! Oh jesus, its nearing 2am and I've got to open the store early tomorrow morning. Good night and Happy new year to all!

Hugs and kisses x

Long time no see

Aright so it's been a while since I've last updated my blog. I have some new things to announce!

- finally grabbed a new job at Zara
- currently not living with parents since they live in Toronto now
- transferred over to a new school for fashion
- my hair is growing!!!!

Yeah... not too much but it felt like a lot before I wrote this post. Well Christmas is fast approaching and I'm stoked! Did most of my Christmas shopping already... and realized that I haven't spent a single penny on myself (other than for food and transportation) for two pay cheques. That totals four weeks! I get carried away with gift purchases, I always want to get that person the one thing they reeeally want. So yeah I've pretty much already dropped 800 on just 5 gifts, and I still have 2 more to go. It feels good though.

Anyway I have a Christmas list of my own, if anyone really cares/reads this blog anyway.
- Marc by Marc Jacobs purse
- new digital camera since I broke the screen on mine and I'm usually too lazy to carry around my DSLR
- new season Wilfred wool coat (too bad this will be impossible since they only made a limited supply of xxs/xs and they're already sold out but there's still hope)
- new iPod since I lost mine
- tiffany earrings

Yeah that's probably about it. I just can't wait till I get to see my parents again! There's much more freedom without them, and I'm sure that's what 90% of teenagers want, but along with the freedom comes a shitload of responsibility. And for a seventeen year old, that's a lot to handle. My pay stub stated that I worked 61 hours for two weeks. That's like 30 hours a week. That's a lot for someone who's still in school working part-time, but hey, I gotta do what I gotta do to get by.

It's supposed to snow tonight and throughout the weekend. As much as I complain and complain about how cold it is, I can't stress enough on how much I love snow. Now living in Vancouver, I hope I get a white Christmas, and not a grey slushy one.

I'm tired and I'm waiting for Ian to bring me back some ice cream.

x

Toronto on friday

So little time, so much to do.

Before my flight to my beautiful home town city of Toronto which takes off from Vancouver at 1 p.m., I need to:

- do laundry
- PACK!!!!
- pick up a few things from the drug store
- do my nails
- figure out how to use the new skytrain line to the airport
- re-sync my ipod and clean up laptop
- call school board and ask to transfer for the 09/10 year
- figure out where the fuck I'm staying

Oh dear.

It's late

But of course, I'm still wide awake. My sleeping pattern has been completely twisted and with school coming up in about three weeks... Let's just say, time to stock up on the sleeping pills.

After two full days of eager sandal shopping downtown, uptown, and everywhere in between, (in total preparation for the Toronto heat), I finally found two, yes two, pairs to satisfy me. As if one wasn't enough. I got a crazy deal on 'em since summer's almost over but whatever. Finally grabbed a pair of the Dolce Vita Aries sandal in dark silver leather (although I would have preferred either black or brown suede, but I called every store that would possibly carry the Dolce Vita sandal line in Vancouver and every one was sold out) and a pair of gold leather Sam Edelman's in Ginnie. Both pairs for about $120 TOGETHER (original price for both would be about $300)... Sucessful? I would say so.

Well my trip to Toronto will be exactly what I need right now. Time to kick it back with my ladies and party extra hard to make up for all the partying I've missed out on throughout this past year. I just am so thrilled to have Ian come out with me. It's crazy, I've never really been on vacation with any of my previous boyfriends. But then again, I guess they weren't that special, ha. It's cool 'cause he's shown me around Vancouver, what he grew up around and with... And now it's just my turn to do the same, in Toronto. It'll open up perspectives in a way, like show him what I'm really all about and who I really am (not like he doesn't know that already!). It's just all so very exciting and overwhelming! Now... For those god damn tickets to go cheaper...

Whew. All this typing is making me a little tired. Especially because it's all being typed from my blackberry, my fingers and wrists are cramping. So I'll leave it at this for now, I think I'm going to update this a little more from now on.
Peace and love
x

Dolce Vita


Sam Edelman

The Pretty Reckless

I don't lllllike you
I lllllove you
I used to hhhhhate you
Now I really fucking love you



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My birthday is coming up. This would also match my wallet.
And would also make me really happy, ha

Marc by Marc Jacobs
(maybe in black though)